It's Not About The Blue Fire

People coming here to see the Blue Fire, they said that is the best part of Ijen Crater. The Blue Fire was formed by the sulphuric gas and the high temperature, if you can reach the top of the mountain around 1-2 a.m you’re definitly could see it. Unfortunately, when I came here with my friends we took a long time to warmed our body down before started to hike. We reached the top at 5 a.m lol. 


But, no I don’t regret it because it was one of the most meaningful trip for me so far. When I saw a lot of old man carried a sulfur laden basket by hand going up from the crater floor and down back, they also sustain the weight on their shoulder. If we look closely over their shoulders, there are indentations due to the woods used to connected the baskets which always glued to their shoulders to carried them. They earn a lot but it such a dangerous work. 






While looked at their tired face and tanned skin, I suddenly remember my father. I don’t know how but because maybe eventhough my father didn’t do exactly like them but his job made his skin tanned too and he sweat a lot because he has too work outdoor, under the sun everyday like them.  It made me grateful and appreciated my father more. I was never ashamed about his job and never hide it from my friends. I am proud of him.

This is random tbh, I did this trip a long time ago but tonight, suddenly my mind fly away to my father and I reminisced about this trip. Just a little story but maybe you have this kind of stories too? Like, a certain moment or places you didn't expect before because it has nothing to do with them (it doesn't carried that someone scents, you never visited that before with them, etc) but it makes you think of someone suddenly? I would like to hear your stories too.

Have a good night :)






(Location: Ijen Crater, Banyuwangi, Indonesia.)

Malam-malam Biasa

Awan menggantung di atas kepala
yang menindih kasurku dengan lemah

Kepala yang hanya akan jadi gila

Sebab pada tiap malam yang biasa

Awan itu menghujankan berjuta-juta apabila

Kukatakan bahwa ini adalah malam yang biasa

Seperti kemarin dan kemarinnya lagi

Pagi tak kunjung bersedia menanak mimpi

Yang matangnya kelak berupa satu dering telepon dari bawah bantal,
dapat pula sebuah amplop dalam kotak surat dua dimensi.

Entah berapa napas panjang lagi akan kuhela sembari menanti

Letih

Penuh harap yang timbul tenggelam di antara ketakutan

Jika nanti hidup kehilangan percikannya
dan aku akan terus melewati malam-malam biasa

tanpa suatu apapun yang mekar berhujan apabila.